NO! NO! NO! I'm so sorry to here that, I lost my little dog, who I'd still call a puppy even though he was 9 or 10 when he was taken from this world from a brain tumour. I'm sorry, cruel fate plays at us again, but I guess heaven wanted Raine more than us. I'm sorry, I can empathize for you.
Oh sweetie. I'm sorry I know how it feels to lose a cat I had a kitten when I was nine who was mauled to death by the neighbor dogs. If you need to talk it out you can note me if you want, I'm here for you.
I know how it feels I lost my cat not long after she'd fully grown up to a disease we didn't know she had,and never found out what it was. She showed no sign of being sick until she hid before she died :c
I'm so fucking sorry... I had a dog from my dad's house (my parents are divorced) who was gone for a long time. Still worried about where he was, a friend of my dad eventually found him again. However they found him just as he was getting hit by a car. Hope you get better...